time flies, people change, love change, everything changes.
but why did i pin high hopes? sigh..
i duno why as well. is this gonna be e end?
i duno.. noth more to do and say.
so much that i have done.
obviously it's not been appreciated and noticed.
so why i do this for? foolishness? LOL..
god knows why. haha.
forget it.. wad may come, comes.
wad may happen, happens.
jus rmb the past and forget the pain.
haha. god bless me!!





~nic^^

it's 20th november 2008, thursday

yea.. it's been so long since i've blogged..
feeelllll a lil awarkard to blogg again..
everyday have been pretty busy for me..
after o levels everything seems to be of a slower pace..
like more time with my shermaine n stuff..
my dearest grandfather have gone to a place far far away..
where he will no longer have to suffer..
no longer have to worry abt any shit on earth..
n finally lead a carefree like..
because of prom i missed e forth day of e wake..
feel bad.. but it can't be helped can it??
anw, things have been happening..
life goes on.. life must be lived happily..
well.. i duno.. i'm feeling kinda sad now..
u noe.. jus stuff tat makes ppl sad n depressed..
share a gd news with all of you wan??
i'm sure you do wna noe..
i'm gg to go to kl n genting with dear n her family tmr..
well.. i'm excited.. hope we reali will enjoy ourselves a lot los..
noth matters.. i jus spend some time with my gf!!
noth matters le.. i've not been spending a lot of time with her cause of e wake..
n she's so thoughtful.. came to e wake to accompany me..
i told her not to cause i scared she will be lonely cause of e prayers..
but she said it's okay.. she jus wans to spend time with me..
she even bought herbal tea for me cause i was unwell..
so happy to hear tat laa. this kinda gf where to find los:)
onli one in e whole wide world.. n i'm so glad i've found her..
n to have her in my life n always by my side..
yea.. i'm contented with it..



BABY:
let's not be unhappy anymore..
let's not be quarrel-some anymore..
let's not be stubborn no more..
let's not be petty no more..
let's not be anything tat's bad alright!?
cause noth in this world is as important as YOU!!
onli you lea.. hhaas.. loveyou dear!!










~nic^^

~HAPPY 6MONTHS DEAR!!

happy 6months dear~



woots~ time reali flies.. 6months jus pass in e flash..
in like a blink of an eye!!
hhaas.. reali reali great actually.. enjoy yr company a lot!!
everyday with yoy is reali exciting.. hhaas..
anw, 23august is e big day man..
woke up early in e morn, did my surprise for dear, den ate breakfast..
den went home change bathe n prepare le den went to meet dear..
at woodlands.. hhaas.. once i saw dear, i gave her a big surprise le..
it's FLOWERS!! hhaas.. it's reali nice actually..
den we went to fareast!! hhaas.. went there to find a shop named thinkwhite..
wa.. recommended by TYJ.. thanks..
but e shop was freaking difficult to find laa.. zZz..
like hidden or sth laa.. walked past it also almost din notice laa..
den dear told me.. yea.. den we went in to look..
hhaas.. after talkin for so long, you still duno wad i'm lookin for right?!?
it's rings.. hhaas.. yea.. we looked for sometime..
den finally settled to 2 pairs.. but e one still caught our eyes!!
hhaas.. den asked for e price laa..
wa.. so ex laa.. hhaas.. e salesgal said "wa!! your tastes so gd, chose e 2 most ex rings in e shop"
hhaas.. e 2 we actually took a liking to was e most costly amongst all..
yea.. did e calculations n bought it.. cost a big bomb..
die le.. i'm never gonna let my mum check my posb card.. or i'm so dead:)
hhaas.. it added up to 200bucks laa.. but it's okay laa..
dear so sweet.. she ask me don buy cause too ex le..
but you r my one n onli love lea.. you're priceless la..
so price don reali matter to me.. hhaas..
den after tat we went to sentosa.. at vivo, ate our dinner first..
ramen ten.. ate a ramen called " spicy spicy ramen"
crazy laa.. it reali lives up to it's name laa..
for spicy lovers, please try tat.. i ate till i teared:(
yea.. den bought tidbits n stuff den went to sentosa..
it was drizzling laa.. but we played volleyball.. hhaas..
so fun to play with dear.. but tiring though.. hhaas..
yea.. lots of things laa.. hhaas..
reali had a great day with you baby.. loves*



you reali make me feel as though my live is lived fully..
you always puts me to cloud nine..
wow!! you're great n i'm never gonna live without you..
i'm never gonna find another gf like you ever!!
i'm so gonne treasure you for e rest of my life laa!! :):)
i LOVEYOU, baby..










~nic^^

sat:
hmmm i went out with kf n benson(my bros)
den ate n stuff, took bus to bugis..
ate our dinner den tryin to go haji lane..
wa.. damn diff to find laa..
so nvm.. went to bussorah street..
i noe there better as i went there be4..
hhaas.. den we still took a few wrong advices n got ourselves lost..
den in e end.. finally found it..
went in to sisha.. zZz.. it was bored..
no atmosphere n everythin..
den e fan so strong.. cant do any "Os"
hhaas.. den our drinks..
hhaas.. mine was e best amongst them all..
mine was a yougurt drink mixed with milk..
but it was totally yougurt.. not bad actually..
benson's fresh fruit punch taste like onli watermelon blended..
den kf's tasted like malaysia's chewing gum..
totally disgusting los!! OMG..
anw though din enjoy e sisha.. enjoyed their company..
reali funny(lotsa man talk)
hhaas.. den after tat we went to meet zhi wen..
hhaas.. erm den we pei benson take mrt back to amk..
but kf, zw n me took to yck mrt..
now this festival, my mum banned me from comin back late:(
den we went to buy alcohol n drank at my hse downstairs..
hhaas.. zw so funny.. vommit his whole intestine out..
cause be4 meetin us he drank.. he's friends bday..
drank on an empty stomach..
so he din drink.. me n kf drank onli..
we were smart.. not on empty stomach.. hhaas..
den we all went home..




DEAR:
i'm so sry i couldn't meet you..
as u noe.. my mum now don let me go home late..
no choice.. i missed you lots los..
but at least this e first time i did this onli..
anw, i'm sry.. loveyou k..










~nic^^

OUR LOVELY 5th MONTH:)

HAPPY 5th MONTH LOVE:)

5months have passed in a blink of an eye..

with never ending joys n sorrows..

at least we r always there with each other..

it's great.. had steamboat at marina square..

was okay.. but small portion though..

anw, did many fun things tgt n stuff..

enjoyable.. reali true.. enjoyed it..

sry for this late post:( no time to post things..

yea.. anw, i LOVEYOU ..

life will never be e same w/o you..

~nic^^

things were bad yest.. i have a lot of things to think abt..
hais.. things were not as gd.. certain signs i saw was lyk..
yea.. don reali wna say le.. damn sian to even think abt it..
anw, din noe if i was sad/disappointed/angry/jealous or anythin..
but yea.. din feel gd though.. yea.. things happen here n there..
today was worst also.. things kept runnin through my mind..
many many things.. cant stand it.. why must i have such imagination??
but they r all beyond my reach.. i can do noth to stop wad u r doin..
so mani ppl asked me qns abt sths already.. lyk wad they have seen laa..
ohwell.. din noe how to answer them.. but yea.. still did..
seriously, why cant this thing be fair?? i often think to myself..
it's reali unfair i must say.. but give n take is e key factor i must say..
it will get us far.. ohwells.. i have reali some troubles..
cant seem to get them off my chest.. but i don wna tell any1 abt it..
sigh.. mb keepin it to myself will e best solution yea??
i guess so ba..











walao.. some ppl so childish laa..
now wad century le?? still play spam ah??
hhaas.. so dumb laa.. why cant grow up??
reali think quite highly of herself lea..
zZz.. but it's okays dear..
will be always there for you no matter wad..
hhaas.. loveyou..
it seems lyk i cant live without you for even a sec..










~nic^^

i wonder how long have i not been postin already..
have been busy everyday.. well.. almost i guess..
hhaas.. life have been gd.. except for a few setbacks here n there..
yea.. but still.. love it.. hhaas..
fri: kf was reali devastated with a news.. OMG.. he was reali scary when he is sad..
i've never seen him lyk tat ever be4.. always so cheerful n jokin..
i noe it hit him reali hard.. i mean.. obviously laa!!
hhaas.. but still, bro, u have to let it go n pick yrself up..
at least u still have this bro ma.. hhaas.. i'll not be lyk her..
i will be always here for you!! plz be alright after e deadline u gave us..
a week it shall be yea?? hhaas..


fri, went to have mid-night movie with dar..
watched red cliff.. yea.. it's reali nice i must say..
go catch it if possible yea?!? hhaas..
u will not regret it.. plus so worth yr money..
e duration is reali long los:):)





my gal"
i noe sths cant be said or told..
it doesn't matter..
will be always there for you no matter wad..
i will always be yr listenin ear!!
i will listen to all yr woes..
i will, trust me..
i might seem un-interested, but i am alrights?!?
hhaas.. loveyou lots..
don let lil things get to us alrights?!?
it shall never be yea?!?
let's concentrate on celebrating our 5th month..
steamboat it shall be.. hhaas..
anw havin anythin with u is nice..
n last but not least, don be so stubborn!! :):)
loves*







~nic^^