hhaas.. exams have been borin.. cant stand it..
anw, sat tonned at mac with dear..
hhaas.. fun de lors.. tiring also though..
slept e next day for abt 2hours plus 3 onli..
OMG.. slept so little tat day.. hhaas..
erm anw, monday was sj de bday.. happy bday to her..
lols.. anw sj's bday is e best.. i mean e day la..
not because i celebrated with her.. lols..
i was with my lovely gal.. hmmm we kinda talked??
i mean talk heart to heart.. talked abt some of e past??
n stuff bahs.. ohwell.. talks lyk tat r gd..
brings us closer tgt de.. hhaas.. trust me baby..
u will always be in my heart<3>
noth is gg change tat fact.. lols..
n thanks for some reassurerance.. its greatly appreciated..
hmmm n sry for bein a little crazy tat day..
but.. i m not lyk other guys..
erm tmr is labour day le..
gg celebrate my grandmother's bday le..
n guess wad?!? dear is comin.. hhaas..
this week lyk got so mani activities..
sat also gonna attend dinner.. but scared lehs..
afraid i will do sth wrong or sth.. hope noth goes wrong..
hhaas.. still got last 2papers left onli:)









~nic^^

WOOTS!! a blink of an eye, n its our second month le:):)
lols.. first up, i gotta thank you my dear..
for e lovely present u gave to me.. hhaas..
love it a lot.. lols.. c le i was so touched lors..
n thanks for e lovely card u wrote for me..
hhaas.. hope u love my present too^^
gorilla LOVES piggy..
hhaas.. this will always be a v sweet memory..
tat is engraved deep into my heart..
n it will never be removed ever..


the dinner at ichiban was great..
e food was not bad.. plus most importantly,
i have u by my side all e time:):)
thanks a lot love..
onli tat we din get enough time tgt yest..
but its okay.. treasured e time we had tgt..





i will be there for u always..
i will hold yr hand n stroll all through e beach..
sit under an oat tree n enjoy e brightest moon ever..
will be always there for u when u nd me^^








~nic^^

its been lyk 21hours le..
u said u will do it.. but u din..
i duno wad to do.. i have been waitin for it to appear..
but not once yr name appeared..
but i don wna say anythin..
i don wna give u a feeling tat i m always behind yr back..
v annoying n stuff.. i don lyk to be..
i wna give u space.. though i never had this feeling be4..
at all!! i never have had this kinda v fan lyk tat de feeling..
i reali hate this feeling.. it makes me jus lose all my little confidence i have..
m i a total failure?? u nd space right??
i will give it to u.. i will never expect anythin much..
though i never had.. i will be as lose as u wan me to be..
though tat might not be me anymore..
but if u lyk it.. i will give it to u..
when i read wad u sent yest.. i duno reali got stunned..
i stood rooted to e ground for sometime..
be4 benson woke me up from tat state..
i din tell him why.. i jus kept quiet..
feeling so lost n confused.. i duno was it from a fit of anger??
or wad.. but i will jian tao myself de..
this 21hours plus past, was v miserable..
couldn't stop thinkin.. feel so terrible..
wad do u reali wan from me?? r i tat bad??
m i reali never gd enough for u??
am i?? am i?? am i??
sigh.. i hate this feeling.. makes me feel real lousy..
i have many things i wna tell u..
i reali do.. i can sit down with u to chat 4ever..
is this wad u reali wan??
i will wait, lyk wad u wanted me to do yest..
u told me u will do tat ltr on.. but till now..
i still cant get my phone to make me read a thing tat brightens up my dull life today..
don have to say anythin.. mb a blank 1 might do..
with yr name on it.. i will be v much satisfied..
i never meant wad i always lyk to say abt u..
i onli tryin to play with u onli..
it means noth else lors.. i don think so u r too..
i missyou a lot a lot a lot.. noth can describe tat feeling..





















~nic^^

wed, after sch dear came to my hse..
hhaas. she was kinds sick..
i wna do my job as her bf to take care of her..
hhaas.. guess wad?!? i cooked for her okays?!?
its so cool.. hhaas.. haven reali cooked for my gf be4..
i cooked spegetti for her to eat..
i was so scared tat it wasn't nice..
but she said tat was nice..
duno its to encourage me de or real de..
but i eat think tat it tasted okays..
i first cook cant expect so much ma..
hhaas.. enjoyed yr company my gal..
hhaas.. den later at abt 8plus we studied..
cool right?!? did productive work lors..
little time but did a lot..





thurs, i waited for dear for dance..
wanted to work with joshua in class de..
did a bit.. den he wanted to play catchin with me n mubarak..
sounds childish right?!? but its damn fun lors!!
hhaas.. tired after playin tat..
den while waitin for e time to pass, we played hangman..
tat was reali fun also.. hhaas..
so lucky.. joshua got to meet sj in e end also..
hhaas..



dear:
dear.. it was okay abt it okay??
don worry.. i m not reali angry or wad okays?!?
so don worry.. hhaas.
loves*









~nic^^

wonder why m i back so early?!?
hhaas.. actually supposed to meet my gal..
but she is sick.. so cant come out..
another day without her.. hais.. feel so sad lors..
hmmm but no choice.. get well soon alrights my dear..
i noe u r sick.. but i am so sry tat i cant be by yr side right now..
u have to take lotsa care alright?!? faster recover..
i wna c u soon:( e days i cant see u r so miserable!!
i cant stand it anymore.. ohwell..
i MISSYA!! i LOVEYA!! :):)















~NIC^^

after we checked out already den we took cab back to ian de hse..
he put things den i went home le.. nd go back.. prepare to meet dear le..
went back did my compo first.. do till alomost fall aslp lors..
dead tired.. hhaas.. den went to far east meet benson,ian n yk a while first den went to meet dear le.. hmmm we went to heeren to go num(new urban male)
i wanted to look at e slippers.. so look n stuff den in e end..
wanted to catch a movie with dear de.. but no slot..
onli have a slot at 1plus at cine.. den 10 de at amk hub..
so in e end din watch.. took bus back to amk..
but guessed wad?!? i fell aslp in her "arms" den passed amk..
she said i was lyk v peaceful slpin n looked so tired so din wna wake mi up..
so we alighted in hougang.. den bought bubble tea..
n bus-ed back to amk again.. den i sent dear back..
tired us.. hhaas.. fell aslp in e bus tgt.. den in e end i went back at 1040??
dear v funny.. said wanted to send mi home.. cause scared i fall aslp in bus..
den in e end get down at e last stop at harbour front how??
hhaas.. cute hoh?!? i was also afraid la.. but i sent her home le den went home le..
reached at abt 11plus a bit.. msged while i watched soccer with dad..
man-u VS arsenal.. hhaas.. first half so bored, so mi n dear went to slp le..
guess wad?!? man-u won!! yay!! my fav. team lehs!! cool..



dear:
hhaas.. i reali enjoyed e time we spend tgt..
hmmm u take off all my troubles..
make mi e carefree man.. n paint my world so colourful..
WOOTS!! simply jus <3>U!!









~nic^^

den sat morn, woke up den after tat did wad i need in e morn..
came back into e chalet le den they wanted to go eat breakfast..
so we went to eat.. not all went.. but a lot went..
den ate le den come back at 121plus le..
blasted e speakers n stuff n it was 3plus le..
den they went to swim n play soccer..
i din want to play n swim.. so stayed in e chalet with some others..
hhaas.. den in e end keith came back le.. he asked me pei him buy food..
den buy le in e end bought a pair of shorts.. zZz.. siao de.. buy shorts in chalet..
keith bought a shirt.. den we went back to e chalet..
den in e evenin, we went to rent bikes.. hhaas..
den mi, ian, jude n yk went for a ride.. den came back at 8??
den eat le at 8plus gg 9.. hhaas.. we had so much commotion on top..
we took turns to play.. we all kana whacked by pillows n bedsheets n stuff..
kahyong, as usual got stripped to his last piece again..
cause he disturb ppl ma.. den he kana la..
slacked n stuff lors.. den went to buy supper with friends..
den we chiong so fast.. den pass by police car.. we passed traffic lights when its red..
den we had illegal items.. i held it in my hands somemore..
den i saw e person stare at me.. so scared sia. lols..
den we faster buy our things.. buy le den go back chalet..
den in e end, eaten le v thirsty.. went with aaron, yk n arvi to 711 in whitesands..
buy n drank le den we rode back.. on e way back, aaron n arvi brought mi n yk to a v scary place tat they discovered.. it was lyk a bridge.. den lyk go in a bit den cant c e things infront le..
den we went back to our chalet, n got kinda lost for a while..
back le, wanted to go red house de.. den in e end din..
they go till sian le.. so in e end chatted upstairs..
chat till in e end fell aslp.. yk so pitifel lors.. 4 person in e bed de..
den in e end he say they squeezed each other den i squeezed him, den he no choice..
no space slp so went down to slp again..
e bed was comfortable for me.. mb cause i super lack of slp la..
4plus den slp le.. den slept till earty in e morn den woke up..















~nic^^

after sch on fri!! went home quickly..
came home still nd pack my stuff to go chalet!!
hhaas.. but in e end!! ended up usin comp=.=
den after tat chatted till 3plus den went to go bathe..
bathe den faster went to pack my things..
hhaas.. packed quite a lot of things into my bag..
n it was definately super fat!! i din noe why so fat..
den after tat went to meet benson,zw,yk,melissa n sy..
hhaass. den we started on our long journey to downtown east!!
hhaas. we alighted den ian went out to pick us up..
den we went back into e chalet le..
okays la e chalet.. not v big.. but not v small either..
den we started e whole night.. ate food, partied n stuff..
hhaas.. den it was lyk 14plus already..
e first group of ppl went home le.. den some of us went to cheers..
hhaas.. went there to buy some alcohol..
we bought jim bean n 2 more.. hhaas..
den we bought some soft drinks to mix..
den we started out drinkin session already..
hhaas.. mi n yk in a group.. hmmmm any1 challenge us, both drink..
hhaas.. we steady de.. must stick tgt!!
hmmm ian started by challengin zhiwei..
hhaas.. ian put both cups half full of alcohol first..
crazy de lors.. ian drink le noth happened..
but zhiwei drank le.. got effect le.. hhaas..
face so damn red lors!! lyk duno wad crazy drunken guy..
hhaas.. though he drank some jus now already, he was drunk already..
lols.. den e second person ian challenged was yk n mi liao..
siao de right?!? hhaas.. but we set de.. we drank..
den we ate tidbits n stuff n chatted lots of shit..
hhaas.. den we ended this session at abt 2plus when e alcohol finished..
actually i was prepared to get drunk le..
but in e end i din even got giddy..
maybe slightly for a while onli..
i drank abt 6-7 cups?? not a lot la..
in e end yk n mi went for a walk..
we walked n stuff cause we tio complain letter..
den after tat ppl drunk n stuff, v noisy..
den we walked abt half an hour den came back there..
den aaron was first to vomit!! it was damn style..
he vomitted 5 times..
e first time was okayy.. i wanted to go to him to pat his backk..
in e end e second round came!! he vomitted lyk a runnin tap!!
oh man.. it was bloody cool.. best vomit video of e year la!!
den we went to collect water to wash away..
lucky it wad outside lors.. den e vomitted e other 3times on e grass..
it was abt 4?? den weihao, keith mi n others send siaotong n beeying to take cab..
den we went back.. den more ppl vomitted la.. mi n yk noth wrong..
den talked n stuff.. slept at abt 5 lyk tat.. den 7plus woke up le..
not much space to sleep.. got 30plus ppl there la..












~nic^^

hmmm we had nafa test today for e boys..
n btw HAPPY BDAY IAN!!
I SO SUAY LORS.. after sch liao..
went to canteen for lunch be4 headin to class..
mr fam gave us hwk to do ma..
hhaas. den i bought my food le.. waitin for it..
den ian kana smashed by cake in e face..
den he wna make benson de.. but benson run away..
den he wna chase him de.. den saw me instead..
den he said i haven wished his happy bday hoh??
which i already did la.. but i jus shook his hand again..
den he so evil la.. come n use his face to bua(rub) my face..
ass right?!? wa sian lors.. i kana my neck there..
den went to wash lors.. hhaas.. so oily lors.. diffi to wash away..
but no choice.. hhaas. looks lyk ian enjoyed his bday today..
den went back class to do work.. den went to hall liao..
first event for nafa for my class is sit&reach lors..
stretched to duno wad la.. 4got le.. den got A..
hhaas. den we went to pull-up station liao..
look at my class ppl dp.. got stressed..
den somemore got so mani ppl lookin n stuff..
when i did, classmates n andy cheered.. thanks a lot!!
andy so ass.. say wad.. if never do 8 don come down hoh!!
den i do till 8 den i come down liao..
no strength liao.. anw 8 also A le.. happy..
hhaas.. jiayu n joshua also did 8.. all got 8 tgt..
hhaas.. den went to do standin broad jump..
i don lyk doin it.. not v gD in it!! sian..
first jump.. 250 plus.. happy!! but ms chew din c..
so had to re-do.. den i landed v hard on my heels..
so painful sia.. yest injured le.. today injured even worst..
den onli can jump 230.. so i got B for this event..
sian lors.. den waited for shuttle run.. since v long..
we did sit ups first.. i did 55.. actually did onli 54..
den i think again.. 54 not nice number, so did 55 instead=.=
crazy right?!? lyk tat determine de.. zZz.. got A..
den went to do shuttle run..
heels so pain tat walk also gt prob.. still nd run!!
den my first turn, i slipped lors.. so re-do again..
den second try i got 9.7 i think.. got A for it..
hhaas.. finally finished le.. heels hurt lyk mad.. ohwell..
yea.. den after tat i went down to play ball with friends..
play till 720 lyk tat den kana chased out.. not bad le..
din noe play till so late le.. den after tat we went to slack at e mama shop..
a while onli.. while drinkin soft-drinks..
thirsty.. hhaas.. den i saw dear's msg.. SO DELIGHTED..
ohwell.. den v tired.. den came home le..
feeling so wierd now.. easily irritated.. pissed for noth..
jus feelin v wierd.. ohwell.. btw i got 29/30 for nafa..
wanted to get full marks instead de.. but cant la..
nvm.. think this yr i got e 3years consecutively gold award le..



cant have u by my side physically now..
feeling kinda lost.. ohwell..
but i can feel u accompanying me emotionally..
at least i noe i have u by my side..


















~nic^^

went to kpool with kf.. haha..
den in e end cant find ian they all..
so we played pool in e end..
haha.. no idea why also.. but..
jus play lors.. played for abt an hr den ian they all come n play also..
haha.. but din play tgt.. but when we stop le..
we chatted with them n stuff..
den in e end i was dragged to play lan=.=
i don dota de la.. but ask me jus go play..
zZz.. so wierd.. ohwell.. haha..
play le den went back to kpool again..
den i was tired.. so i jus sat down n watch them play..
den suddenly kf told mi gabriel callin mi..
haha.. den he ask mi play.. lols..
play play play den late le..
den went home after tat..
super tired.. faster go home rest..










dear:
yea.. mr ong is super understandin de lors..
so don worry abt it.. we will prove it to em de la..
so no worries ya?!? :):)















~nic^^

3 april 2008:)
haha.. today had pe.. nd to run 2.4..
its e actual test!! sounds so scary la..
but its still okay la.. haha..
finished runnin.. my timin is abt 1040??
lousy right?!? ohwell..
no choice also.. joshua beat mi as usual..
haha.. he sucker de.. always make mi get second in class..
cause of him la.. haha.. so fast de..
hmmm wna noe something funny?!?
i had pe supplementary sia!! lame right?!?
but actually finish le its fun la can?!?
at night de pe quite fun..
no sun, inside hall somemore!! so its nice!!
hmmm den after tat rushed to meet dear..
din noe she waited for mi for so long.. im so so sry!!
haha.. loves*













4 april 2008
today went to sch in e morn.. was in assembly..
den suddenly nita told mi mr ong called mi..
den i was lyk.. OH SHIT, WAD DID I DO?!?
haha den he told mi not to worry.. jus wna talk to mi..
den he told me tat he noe wad is happening..
n say tat its okay as long as i can manage it well..
haha.. he also say don let it affect my results..
n especially my "O" levels.. mr ong so caring hoh?!?
haha.. yea!! i think so too.. lols..
den i told him don worryy.. noth will happen de..
we will study hard de.. noth will go wrong de..
lols.. den he say gD.. den i went back le..




u went off without even sayin gDbye..
i din even noe u go le.. ohwell..
pretty sad abt it.. ohwell..












~nic^^

wa!!! i m feelin such lyk an idiot!!
OMG!! I ACTUALLY GOT FOOLED!!
lyk an idiot on april fool's day.. man!!
can't believe it still la.. wtf man..
haha.. believe mi.. havin too much trust also no use..
lols!! i saw ian de msn nick!! he said..
why benson got whacked no1 told him!!
den i c liao i so bloody shocked!!
i ask him.. den i calll benson!!
den asked wad happned..
den he also say e same thing..
den i was lyk.. ask him rmb who ma..
den can call ppl down to tio back..
zzz.. OMG.. i angry at tat time le la..
den i tellin ian n kf.. wtf la..
den in e end tell mi april fool's joke..
lame siol.. right?!? omg la..
make mi so worked up for noth!!
zzz.. next time benson reali kena whacked i don care..
haha.. anw!! he beta careful.. or tml i sure whack him de..














~nic^^