hais.. i duno h ow to start.. i m so sad..
haiis.. i reali lost now.. wanna be found again..
i got lost without u holdin mi hands n guiding mi..
i lost mi sense of direction.. i reali did..
i din get a gD bye hugg.. i cant feel e warmth..
all i m now is a freezing soul-less creature..
after i left.. i sat down thinkin of jus now..
it all seems so scary to mi.. i m so shocked this actually happened!!
i reali m so scared.. i guess i m a bit more sensitive..
but tat is onli tellin mi how i care abt u..
n tat i m so scared of losin u.. i m so afraid..
i duno why i came to blogg.. guess i needed some1 to talk to..
i reali hope to get more care n concern from u..
even if i get jus a little more.. i will be quite satisfied..
i hate it when u always listen to yr mp3 n keep quiet..
it always is a v scary thing.. i always feel so alone..
i don wanna feel tat way.. i wanna feel tat i have u all along with mi..
e scenes i c in sch is even more disheartenin..
i guess i guess have to get used to it??
but i reali don lyk it.. m i reali askin for too much??
god.. plz tell mi.. give mi some directions..
haiis.. walls cant even numb mi now..
i nd somethin more den tat.. i m kinda waitin for yr msg..
but nvm its ok.. i m used to it le..
i miss u mi dear~ who can i turn to now??
u don even seem lyk u bother abt mi at all..
is it tat u reali don care abt mi le ma??
so mani questions to ask now..
but who can i turn to?!?









~nic^^