im screwed.. im an asshole..
hais.. i cant be described..
hais.. im beyond hope..
i duno wad to do..
im in a lost.. plz don be lyk tat..
i was reali feelin v insecure..
den tat msg came in n shot mi dead..
i worst den dead.. it reali made mi paralysed..
im half dead.. plz dear.. im so sry..









hais.. i don lyk it.. i feel so insecured..
plz hold mi back into arms again..
im floatin abt in mid-air without a support..
i nd u.. plz don say things lyk tat..
things lyk u r used to it already..
it hurts mi real bad..
it feels tat u r not happy..
i lost my emotions..
i jus broke down..
i nd a repair..
onli u can brin mi back to life..
n u have to do it..
i feel so helpless n useless..





















~nic:(